“I’ve found out”

You were the one,
That I had imagine to be with,
I thought in my life to be with,
The one smile that I wished for,
That one person for whom I’ll open the car’s door,
All the things I imagined,
I’ve found in you,

I imagined you will be here for the rest of my life,
And we’ll not be in any strife,
Thought I would go all along,
And we will be happy as the love song,
All the rush while looking at you,
I’ve found in you,

But never knew,
Thing will be different and… few,
That,
I will cry out loud,
I wish you had tell me that you found someone special,
Before I’ve found out.

“Just a Friend”

You knew that I loved you,
Since the time we’ve met,
Everything was possible,
There’s no place for regret,
Still you choose our relationship to be end,
Saying,
He is “Just a Friend”.

Told you, requested you,
Please take a step at my end
But you prefered him,
At the every conversation which we did intend,
Explaining,
He is “Just a Friend”.

I know,
I have no right over you,
Whatever I do,
It feels like a bird flying towards the storm in a distance,
Bird is me,
And you are the resistance,
I hope you realise,
And put a text to be send,
But not saying the same thing that,
He is “Just a Friend”.

See, I’ve let you go

I tried, I did all
I cried and did let me fall
Wanted to keep you
Wanted to give you all
But i never wanted this sadness to be stretched
Never wanted this to grow
See, I’ve let you go…

I thought to go with you for rest of my life
Wanted to call you my wife
But, what a shot!
You’ve played a great dice
Like someone has put my heart in an Auction
And you’ve set the price
The memories, i never wanted to throw
See, I’ve let you go…

Yeah, it’s the end of something,
Something is what we had,
Wrote almost all,
But, there’s something to mention,
Your voice was sugar coated ice,
Never thought; you’ll cut my heart in million of slice
In my whole life; I’ve never felt this low,
See, I’ve let you go…

We met never after

Can’t forget the first meet
Like you left Mark on a plane sheet
I know you won’t believe
I know you won’t leave
Felt it right, like a winter meets heat
Still there is a fear
What if we won’t meet ever?

I know you are afraid
I know what you have said
But i know us and can be together
If not
I would prefer to not live rather
As I said a little fear is there
What if we won’t meet ever?

Just go with me and have a chance
Maybe, maybe not
But would like us to be in rain
If, or if not we’ll dance
Life doesn’t go always what we’ve thought
But what is the life, for that if we never fought
You will be with me
I just want this to hear,
Like I said, a little fear is there
What if we won’t meet ever?

Isn’t it obvious?

I am happy that again you are here,
There are many things to talk about,
All the love, all the memories, all the time which we’ve spent alone,
And many more to share,
I doubt that now any efforts will be worthless,
I am happy to see you again,
As I can see it won’t be pointless,
I know we will be happy together,
At least I am thinking like this as I can guess,
Ohh wait is it me thinking or you are on the same page?
Ohh no,
It’s just a scenario in my head,
Like waiting for lost paper to be in one piece,
Which has been shredded.

Hope and I

It was a nightmare…
When I thought I am right there…
I felt something for you…
But it was “something” that was “nothing” for you..
My heart shattered into pieces,
Have you felt ever like hammer got it through?
“Love” got me there…
But for you that “love” was never true…
I did hope “you will be mine”
But that “hope” and ” i ” was nothing for you…

It’s not about what you think

Now, it’s not about you,
It’s about that memories,
which we lived together.
It’s not about me,
It’s about that selfless effort,
which made me go with you the whole time.
It’s not about us,
It’s always have been about the dreams,
which we wanted to share.
And it’s not about any act
which created a pile of mess,
which we lived after things changed.
It’s about the way we thought,
we are gonna be together.
It’s never be gonna anything about our words,
which we ever said without thinking,
It’s about our intentions,
which we had when we were together.

It won’t ever!

Do you remember that first meeting?
You came a little late but I felt worth waiting.
Time was on the run, like it wanted to spent all its hours on us,
Everything was seemingly calm and endless,
But have you noticed ?
My heart was actually in a rush.
That hugs doesn’t matter now,
But it was when it was first.
We were there as we are going to be together forever,
But look where we are,
I am not there with you, even you aren’t here.
Not a feeling feels heavy now.
And I know,
It won’t ever!

“I lost my thought”

What to do ,what not to do…
I lost my thoughts,
While I was next to you…
Never have I ever,
Wanted to leave you…
Now I have nothing to loose,
And I have no any clue..

My mind has stucked like a
Picture in museum…
Picture is me and my thoughts
Is a medium…
I want to leave but your memory
Is glue…
I hope, you will find a better half
of you…

Our paths are different like two rivers
In a mountain…
Sky is darker and have possibility
Of rain…
But I don’t wanna meet like river,
Meets in sea at end,
It’s like thinking the same thing ,
And stuck in the sea of sorrow again…

I bet you are thinking that,
“AM I mad looking girl, which
find you again”
No I don’t think so,
I am not expecting this from you…
It’s my thought and my memories,
I know it’s all a vain…

Now I know very well and I have a clue,
What to do what not to do…
Once it was a time,
When I lost my thoughts…
While I was next to you…

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